I’m healing it becomes very clear who’s motives duffur when they LOOK to mischaractrise
I’m healing,you’ve both tried that he fell pls leave me alone

Intellectual virture

When I was younger I believed the rhetoric that that all men are stupid and all women are evil and whilst the generic mentality of human beings illustrate this idea. Such should not be this way in this essay I will explore morals intellectual virtue and moral virtue I’ll be using aristotle’s the nicomachean ethics to support my statements thank you


How can a young man become a mathematician and not a philosopher? because the former is an art form of itself and mastering such is dependent on learning whereas any practical Wisdom comes from experience
Man can be brilliant and stupid as hell at the same time

I’m running away

I do not deserve to live under someone else’s story. Anyone would loose thier mind being put in my situation. This letter is not as co-herrent. As of now I have no fiancé and will not be in contact with my parents anymore.


Maj allowed his co-workers to ruin my life and in doing so,performed an accidental exercisim.

I’m running away to have life


I’ve been slandered; had my character butchered,all this so a girl and boy can be happy? Jesus was not a fan of communism

Only being kind after you, yourself have received kindness is bogus and frankly demonic logic . [Man] went through *avoidable confusion+pain with slight mental consequences

But if  I am now evil, violent ,aggressive,jealous,ugly and every other evil synonym to demons, where’s my kindness, Wheres the boy to *love* me out of being a total bitch?

The kid  Allowedh co-workers to ruin my life and in doing so,performed an accidental exercisim.

If the kid was treated the same way I am currently being treated he would’ve never recovered ,and you know that mom.

I should live my own life -not anything that has been permitted by people who were threatened (in the most pathetic sense of the word) by my existence

I shouldn’t have to defend myself from 5 adult women.

  • Ostricsised
  • Discriminated
  • Insulted
  • Insulted!
  • Criminalized
  • Threatened
  • Verbally attacked
  1. Strangers
  2. Coo workers of the girl
  3. Friends and family members of the hospital
  4. Staff of the hospital


To the demons family:

Imagine if your daughter needed help and was denied because a girl didn’t like her.thats sick.your family has committed murder and should be extremely embarrassed to face Nicholas s

If the kid  was treated the same way I am currently being treated he would’ve never recovered ,and you know that mom.

Looking at this man, I know for a fact he’s done some weird shit and you,as his mother know that,but if someone were to take those innocent behvaoiurs out of context and villanise him it’s be easy to have a new psychological diagnosis.

I shouldn’t have to defend myself from 5 adult women .

I am not a victim


Some women deserve happiness others do not






Men are the most powerful inhabitants on this planet and yet historically the easiest to mislead.

Check out an interview I did for local radio show detailing an outline of what happened at the hospital. ⚛️

My next article (12am GBT 23/11)  will follow:

  • Good Vs evil.
  • Women manipulating male aggression against other women.
  • The role of women and men
  • Mental health

Men are natural protectors





goodbye-diary v

weird when people act as if there must be one monologue ,a canon thought-or youre insane that doesnt work that way.
your psw which means at one point you were schzc too right?
There are two sides to me and 2 sides to him, i like to think a part of me & part of him will always like eachother, you wouldnt be doing the most if it wasnt (the case).

you can not want anything to do with someone and still care about them, you can hate someone and still want to fu*k them, Humans are complex im sorry you havent figured this out horse girl.

Female privilege (cont.)

i was arrested an accused of things i didn’t do.


heres my anicdote:

I was being attacked by a “adult woman” who still stuck in whatever mentality possessed most women.
I would not ruin my life over a boy. I have plenty.
Being a mental health professional involves being a PROFESSIONAL.
My parents cried and prayed.everyone did.i didn’t understand why at first but I get it, generations ahead of me are used to FEARING the police,being arrested while being black is the most tense thing ever.
To have someone use their power right it’s power over the crazies to attack and lie about me, perhaps was the first discrimination I’ve faced

Some people will use their privilege position to antagonise you I suggest we pray for them.


at 5am, i received a knock on my door-my brother woke me up, the police politely began “You have the right to remain silent…” i was being arrested and told to go with them

still in a new/submissive state i agreed and proceeded with the instructions, i asked about 4 times what had happened, to counts of harrasment and ARSIN


did i do it. yes. well some of it. im not going to go into the infamous history of this psychiatric unit but it remains a fair from an encouraging environment.

whilst being a patient under their care i had been severely abused catalysted by a situation of personal interest within the staff

being arrested sucked;having a control over my diagnosis it is very easy to manipulate a profile and blame mental illness ill keep this short because they’ll be watching no doubt.

this was sick abuse of power and privilege

they accused me of a series of very specific things, some I may not go in to for legal reasons:

-attempted murder

-attempted murder x2


-being jealous of the female in question

the list gets wilder,and weirder


situations like this, very pungent ordeal, reminds me of the looming force that is female privilege


An open letter

I’m writing this letter with absolute honesty and heartsease

I heard you were over protective if that’s the motive behind the unsavoury behaviour. that’s dumb.

ive always wanted everyone to be strong and mentally well.

Playing the victim was effective in this case but to what end. Nick doesn’t want me to be unwell or threaten people or be distressed

If pity is the way you want to go, I suggest you’re not strong enough;mature enough to engage with people professionally or romantically


im nothing to do with Nicholas. Or any of you for that matter.

making everything intense isn’t fair on myself or him.